Lola - I had to read all the response posts before I even attempted to reply to your "waking between 2:30 and 3:30" posting. I just didn't really know where to go with it! I guess it was a poke at me. That's okay, poke all you want. I've been thru a few things in my life, like surviving cancer and watching both my parents die right before my eyes that have made me think thoroughly and deeply about things such as divine intervention, spirituality and facing the end of your life handed to you in a quick diagnosis from a doctor when you didn't see it coming...so I tend to look for a deeper meaning to this second chance at life I have been given.
BTW, I read your life story earlier this week and wouldn't even consider making light or fun of your experiences since you took to the time and thought to put it on a message board. However, I must say, there are many, including myself that could write a similar story, even a sadder one. So maybe instead of making fun of me, which is guess is what you were doing, you could have given me the same consideration given you!
Peace and I truly mean that - "I feel a positive wind at my back"
Rastagirl